Last Time

Im stuck with writing songs
just to forget, what they really were about
and these words
are bringing me,so deeply in debt
that I don’t think I can dig my way out..
I couldn’t breathe you in
like I need to
and the words don’t mean a thing..

So I’ll sing this song to you,
for the last time..
and my heart is torn in two,
thinkin’ of days spent without you.
and there is nothing left to prove

I'm counting all the things I coulda done,
to make you see that I wanted us to be
what I go to sleep and dream of
I want you to know that I’d die for you.
I’d die for you.
I couldn’t breathe you in like I need to
and the words don’t mean a thing

So I’ll sing this song to you for the last time..
and my heart is torn in two
thinkin’ of days spent without you.
and there’s nothing else to prove
and if you are alone make sure you’re not lonely.
cuz if you are I blame myself.
for never being home.
I know I'm not the only one
who will treat you like they should.
like you deserve.

I'm stuck with writing songs just to forget..

So I’ll sing this song to you
for the last time..
and my heart is torn in two.
thinkin’ of days spent without you.
and there’s nothing left to prove.
there’s nothing ..
there’s nothing ..
there’s nothing left to prove ..

Pretend ..

It seems all of these words couldn’t be further from the truth ..
How did I get here? What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
And making me find myself
While you have your agenda, a life to pursue ..

So please,
Let me be free from you.
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth..

I’m blind to all of your colors
That used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did they go to?
Why disappear??

It’s hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I’ll just go, and face all my fear ,

So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth..

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again..

So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

Why ??

The buttons on my phone are worn thin

I don’t think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I’ve broken all my promises to you
I’ve broken all my promises to you..

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that’s a single tear,
Iis harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren’t easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren’t easy anymore..

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me…

I should’ve known this wasn’t real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home..

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me??

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me…